do u?

do u ever get that feeling where u dont want to talk to anybody? u dont want to smile & u dont want to fake being happy. but at the same time u dont know exactly whats wrong either. there isnt a way to explain it to someone who doesnt already understand. if u could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting & being along never was. at least when u are alone no one will constantly ask u what is wrong & there isnt anyone who wont take ‘i dont know’ for an answer. u feel the way u do just bcs. u hope the feeling will pass soon & that u'll be able to be urself again, but until then all u can do is wait.....